When the night came I had little motivation to even try. I stroked his dick a few times, then went to bed. I'd like to count it as having sex, but it really couldn't meet even the minimal standards of sex. We decided to give ourselves the days off while I am having my period. Interestingly though, he suggested we do it every other day even after this month of sex is over. I was very surprised. He could barely do once every two weeks until now. Maybe he's realizing that it's not such a big deal to have sex even everyday. When I asked him why he'd like to do that he said it would be like bribing me. For what?? I wondered. Out Loud. He thinks monogamy is impossible and having sex with someone else is inevitable.
Some women gloat that their men would never cheat or that their fathers never cheated. I might have been one of them. But in reality a man that is desirable is rarely left alone. Women will always flock to them trying to seduce them, some in blatant manner, some feigning innocence. So the question comes down to -- Do I want to be with a man that is not too desirable therefore will only care for me? or Do I want a man that is very desirable and will always have women that will try for his attention? Contentment with boredom OR Excitement with uncertainty? That is the question.
My conclusion is -- I do not trust men because I do not trust women. Very few men act on nothing. Most men are tranquil until a bait has been laid before them, in which case almost all men are programmed by nature to bite the bait. The quality of the bait is merely an afterthought.
